Returning to Quarters by Moonlight....
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Nika left mess intending to return to his quarters.
It was nice out, for winter, however, and he lingered on his walk, crossing through the tank yard, occasionally gazing up at the night sky.
A blanket of stars, a dark bright blue, illumed from behind by unseen, uncast light.
He assumed Rakitin was right behind him, but he had yet to see Polya disembark the mess hall, or hear his companionable shout.
Perhaps Polya had business to attend to, like the nights he'd been privy to what Liadov had not.
Rakitin was ostensibly GRU now, and no longer objective and uncompromised, as far as Nika was concerned.
If in fact he ever had been. It seemed Rakitin's wandering eye for unguarded cock caused him to lapse in common sense. He'd said himself he could take or leave the KGB, in no uncertain terms that left Liadov fairly stunned at their utterance. Once, men were sent to the Gulagi for years for telling a single joke about the government- and here was Ippolit, boldly declaring dissatisfaction with his agency.
And then, this blase admission that he intended to jump ship for Volgin's outfit- well, Rakitin was either supremely brave and confident, or hopelessly naïve to think his kit and bags weren't bugged. Or his teeth, for that matter. Maybe he was more of a renegade than Nika had surmised.
It didn't change his feelings for the man, but it did mean he had one less uncontaminated soul to rely on in this corrupt outpost, if it came down to an issue of justice that conflicted with GRU wishes or politics.
He sighed.
Best not to think about that. Not until it came to it- if it did.
The stars were never-shifting, everlasting.
Nika smiled at them and shook his head.
"Men are fucking imbeciles," he whispered to them, confidentially. "And I foremost among them."
It was nice out, for winter, however, and he lingered on his walk, crossing through the tank yard, occasionally gazing up at the night sky.
A blanket of stars, a dark bright blue, illumed from behind by unseen, uncast light.
He assumed Rakitin was right behind him, but he had yet to see Polya disembark the mess hall, or hear his companionable shout.
Perhaps Polya had business to attend to, like the nights he'd been privy to what Liadov had not.
Rakitin was ostensibly GRU now, and no longer objective and uncompromised, as far as Nika was concerned.
If in fact he ever had been. It seemed Rakitin's wandering eye for unguarded cock caused him to lapse in common sense. He'd said himself he could take or leave the KGB, in no uncertain terms that left Liadov fairly stunned at their utterance. Once, men were sent to the Gulagi for years for telling a single joke about the government- and here was Ippolit, boldly declaring dissatisfaction with his agency.
And then, this blase admission that he intended to jump ship for Volgin's outfit- well, Rakitin was either supremely brave and confident, or hopelessly naïve to think his kit and bags weren't bugged. Or his teeth, for that matter. Maybe he was more of a renegade than Nika had surmised.
It didn't change his feelings for the man, but it did mean he had one less uncontaminated soul to rely on in this corrupt outpost, if it came down to an issue of justice that conflicted with GRU wishes or politics.
He sighed.
Best not to think about that. Not until it came to it- if it did.
The stars were never-shifting, everlasting.
Nika smiled at them and shook his head.
"Men are fucking imbeciles," he whispered to them, confidentially. "And I foremost among them."
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Date: 2007-10-11 06:51 am (UTC)He nodded once, recalling now their mutual, breathless passion up against the tank.
He wanted it, and he wanted it high and hard, from this man in particular.
Wanted the MVD officer to take him and uncoil his tension inside him.
Aryol said nothing, put acknowledged the man's words with the briefest of touches against his hip.
Even here, it felt achingly intimate, like electricity between them.
He strode down the corridor between tanks, strides lengthening as he walked, leaving the murderer behind.
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Date: 2007-10-11 07:16 am (UTC)He looked up at Rakitin.
"Hey, Polya. Walk back to quarters with us. I'd feel better seeing you home myself."
He paused.
"There are some bad elements about. And, in case you hadn't looked in a mirror lately...you're blond too."
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Date: 2007-10-11 08:03 am (UTC)That inadvertant stolen glimpse, two figures pressed together in shameless urgency, blazing in a private universe of riotous life.
Beside that, the murderer was a small, petty thing indeed.
They looked good together, Polya thought. The dark soldier and the frost-tipped policeman. He remembered them sitting across from one another, less than an hour ago, smiling, one cool and the other bright, both tinged by the corona of a shared joke.
Maybe this Aryol could blunt the razor pain that had shown its edge that night.
For a moment it looked as though Polya had been forgotten, but Nika caught his eye before he could slip away.
Ah, well. It wasn't a long walk, though it would no doubt be an awkward one. Anyway, Polya suspected, inwardly smiling, the two of them would soon have better things occupying their attention.
"Yeah," he acknowleged, smiling ruefully as he fell in beside the pair at a respectful distance, "but I'm not the one getting ambushed."
Polya looked back over his shoulder to where the stricken murderer stood.
"You're incredible, Nikasha," he said, shaking his head in awe.
Sheepish, Polya glanced away at the cold stars.
"Just-- do me a favor, hey? Try not to get hauled into alleyways by shadowy figures, no matter how dark and handsome they turn out to be? There's better places to meet, and I'm too young for a heart attack."
He watched his boots crunch across the ground and added, in an undertone, "I'd rather have to listen to you scream than find you under a sheet."
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Date: 2007-10-11 08:19 am (UTC)He let the Black Ops man lead, striding unconcernedly before them at a very slight distance, and Liadov fell back in beside Polya.
"Who says they're mutually exclusive?" he quipped, wanly.
But after a moment he tapped Polya's side with his elbow, and a slight, buried grin.
"Thanks, comrade. For coming after me."
He paused.
"Even if it was just me and some guy having it off like a couple of stupid opesdol. It means something, Lieutenant, that you're watching my back."
Nika turned, eyelashes flicking as he brushed a wayward snowflake away from where it had lit.
"I can trust you with my life. We were comrades before. Now we're really friends."
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Date: 2007-10-11 08:49 am (UTC)He ran a hand through his hair.
"That is, besides the violent sociopath."
Wherever he had come from.
Polya grinned lopsidedly.
"It looks like you've got a lot of strange guardian angels."
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Date: 2007-10-11 09:00 am (UTC)"Yeah..." he said, trailing off, uncertain.
He shook his head after a moment.
"I really don't know what to make of that. I only know that it wasn't motivated by any altruism."
Liadov shrugged.
"He's a dangerous man. I'm surprised he isn't killing secretaries. But I suppose the Fury has him on a short leash- and they've almost certainly given him something akin to a mild chemical castration, to 'take the edge off'."
A pause.
"I don't see another way they could use him, frankly, unless he was pilled up."
Nika made a face.
"Pleasant conversation," he said, snorting softly.
"Don't...mention this, if you don't mind, Polya. About me and...that guy."
He indictated the Black Ops soldier with a vague nod and raise of his eyebrows.
"It's not...well, the truth is, it only happened last night, and it was a completely spontaneous thing. I don't even know his name. I know nothing about what he does, and I like it that way."
Liadov smiled crookedly.
"It's not something I want to advertise, if you understand. I don't know what his situation is, but he alluded to a...significant other of some kind, with the unit he's with."
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Date: 2007-10-11 09:26 am (UTC)"Of course." Polya raised his hands, palms out. "I didn't see a thing."
Odd. They seemed so familiar and comfortable with one another, to not even know his name. Well. Not everyone did things in the standard order.
Apparently Nika had been telling the truth. Not that it was any of Polya's business.
A smile dented the corner of his mouth.
"Walked right by, head in the clouds."
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Date: 2007-10-11 09:37 am (UTC)He sighed and brushed the fawn strands from his eyes absently.
"All I want is a nice warm conjack. That's all."
He studied the soldier's spartan and shapely posterior as the man paused by the door of the visitor's wing, and cast a sloe-eyed glance over his broad young shoulder.
"Maybe I'll drink it out of his navel."
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Date: 2007-10-11 10:04 am (UTC)Eagle-eyed he may not be, but he didn't need that or the smoldering glances the two of them kept tossing each other to tell him it was past time to get the hell out of the way.
It was the kind of night that called for something like that. Fond obscenity, and the warmth of a comrade sleeping by your side.
The warmer air of the hall wasn't quite the same.
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Date: 2007-10-11 10:19 am (UTC)It seemed that they were all clustered together - the pathologist in the corner, Aryol next to him, then the MVD major across the hallway, as he'd discovered last night.
Aryol went to his door and unlocked it, then held it open for the operativnik to go in.
He looked toward his neighbor's door.
His gaze met the pathologist's, and he smiled warmly. Openly, without a trace of embarrassment, or apology.
"Good night," he told Lieutenant Rakitin.
After his MVD lover slipped inside the room, he followed, and closed the door behind them.