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It had taken several days for Matvei to have grown used to having Sergei's bunk empty when he awoke in the morning.
His other bunkmates tried to cheer him up, but could see he was better off left alone. They understood that. Matvei was grateful, and more so that they, or one of his other friends, had left Sergei's stuff undisturbed for a few days. It would've been nothing short of traumatising to see all evidence of his existence disappear overnight, as official protocol would've demanded. But they were Ocelots. They were treated exceptionally well.
He had woken up that morning feeling, for the first time in days, a sense of focus and determination, capable and ready. He mulled over breakfast absently, but ate a reasonable amount. He needed to do something. It lay uncomfortably on his conscience.
He knew where the MVD had their current laboratory. He'd overheard Kolyin moaning to Semeyonev about it at some point.
He left early, a good fifteen minutes before he had to be anywhere, and quickly located the building. Fully uniformed and ready to rejoin his group, and they'd be none the wiser.
He hesitated when he arrived. Probably wouldn't do any good to cause any more alerts, given how... on edge everyone was the last couple of days. He opted to knock, carefully. He was fairly sure in his timing; they were probably holed up in there, busy, but he could just leave very quickly if he wasn't told to fuck off.
At least he'd have tried.
His other bunkmates tried to cheer him up, but could see he was better off left alone. They understood that. Matvei was grateful, and more so that they, or one of his other friends, had left Sergei's stuff undisturbed for a few days. It would've been nothing short of traumatising to see all evidence of his existence disappear overnight, as official protocol would've demanded. But they were Ocelots. They were treated exceptionally well.
He had woken up that morning feeling, for the first time in days, a sense of focus and determination, capable and ready. He mulled over breakfast absently, but ate a reasonable amount. He needed to do something. It lay uncomfortably on his conscience.
He knew where the MVD had their current laboratory. He'd overheard Kolyin moaning to Semeyonev about it at some point.
He left early, a good fifteen minutes before he had to be anywhere, and quickly located the building. Fully uniformed and ready to rejoin his group, and they'd be none the wiser.
He hesitated when he arrived. Probably wouldn't do any good to cause any more alerts, given how... on edge everyone was the last couple of days. He opted to knock, carefully. He was fairly sure in his timing; they were probably holed up in there, busy, but he could just leave very quickly if he wasn't told to fuck off.
At least he'd have tried.
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Date: 2007-08-02 06:40 am (UTC)"Right. That," Rakitin said, acquiring a vague, worn smile. "No harm done."
The look of contrition on the boy's face would have well suited a puppy or a young child. Ippolit had to surpress an impulse to give him either a sweet or a scratch behind the ears.
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Date: 2007-08-03 08:26 am (UTC)"Um, thank you," he replied, gratefully, still finding this whole situation to be incredibly awkward, although the other men seemed perfectly at ease.
"I would still offer help, if I could. I mean..."
Matvei sought for the most diplomatic wording.
"... some of the administration on-base can be a bit caught up in day-to-day business. I can be dogsbody whenever I'm not on duty."
He was regaining his strength and certainty in his voice.
"It eats at me to know he - they - are still out there, and Sergei was just one on the list."
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Date: 2007-08-06 04:30 pm (UTC)"That's a generous offer, and we'll accept any help we're offered, of course."
He glanced at Rakitin.
"He could cozy up to Yudenich's lover easier than the two of us." He paused, laughing. "Well, easier than I could, anyway. You can pretty much scent MENT on me like leather. But you, you might pass for a sympathetic character," he thought, aloud, studying Polya critically.
Although Liadov was certainly beginning to think that of all the military bases he had seen, Groznyj Grad was possibly the least afflicted by individual physical boundaries.
He shrugged. It was a thought. He'd pursue it later.
Nika shifted his gaze back to the young soldier, easily, steepling his fingers.
"Charushkin, you say, is that your name." He lifted an eyebrow. "I knew a Charushkin once."
He paused, considering.
"Well...knew...," he said, amused, "I suppose that's not the most germane word. I guess, 'arrested' would be more accurate."
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Date: 2007-08-07 06:17 am (UTC)As squirrelly as his attention could be when it came to people, something Nika had said caught it.
Polya glanced at the young Ocelot and back. He thought of what Nika had told him about Irinarhov. Another...remnant from the past.
"Again?" he said. "That's quite a coincidence. Almost more like a curse."
He studied Nika intently.
"Have you offended any leshiy lately?"
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Date: 2007-08-07 06:27 am (UTC)"Well, having arrested many people, it seems I've seen a lot of names. But I much doubt this particular individual was a relative of this young man...He was a notorious homosexual prostitute, arrested for solicitation and public oral sodomy."
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Date: 2007-08-07 08:26 am (UTC)He didn't fancy overmuch sharing surnames with someone who... who...
His face flushed, and he scowled.
"I'd hope not," he muttered.
It wasn't that common a family name, either. Maybe that was why Liadov had regarded him with such suspicion at first.
"... Certainly not me," he added, rather firmly.
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Date: 2007-08-07 12:10 pm (UTC)"I don't think anyone would suggest it was," Polya said, amiably.
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Date: 2007-08-07 05:36 pm (UTC)"That was quite a night," he said, touching his temple, laughing. "In the end, we had to let him go."
He shrugged.
"Not that I much fancy keeping prostitutes locked up. It's a pointless arrest. Who cares what they do with their time? They can sell it if they want, I'm not going to waste my time protesting."
He raised an idle eyebrow.
"In any case, it wasn't even my assignment. I work violent crimes. As did Isaev. But we somehow drew the lot."
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Date: 2007-08-09 05:34 pm (UTC)Nika shrugged and turned to Polya.
"So...about Lizard Men."
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Date: 2007-08-10 12:03 am (UTC)Instead, he said, "Cold- or warm-blooded, do you think?"
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Date: 2007-08-10 12:42 am (UTC)"It's a good question. I suppose it depends on how far along in the evolutionary process they are. Are they an even chromosomal cocktail of herpetoculture and hominid? That would make it harder to hypothesize. Or are they, say, 45 percent lizard, and 55 percent human- which would make the likelyhood of their inclusion in the chordata mammalia slightly higher?"
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Date: 2007-08-10 12:55 am (UTC)"Which species is being modified? A strain of Homo Sapiens with even ten percent Sauria content would be considered remarkable. That would make passing as human more likely, as long as most traits follow the dominant mammalian trends. Did you hatch from an egg? I can't remember if I did."
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Date: 2007-08-10 02:19 am (UTC)"Sperm and an egg," he said. "Not a leathery purse. But we must remember that some boidae give live birth, however, and as they retain the vestigial spurs betraying the quadropedal nature of their former lizardry, are a relevant reminder that not all reptiles hatch from eggs."
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Date: 2007-08-10 03:08 am (UTC)Something occurred to him.
"People have a vestigial tail, for part of their development. It's too bad. A tail would be useful, especially if it was prehensile. You could hold things with it."
He cocked his head to the side.
"Maybe everyone's part lizard, and just hasn't realized it yet."
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Date: 2007-08-10 06:42 pm (UTC)He hadn't taken anything in that had been said after Nika's casual recollections.
The question had insistently nagged him in the back of his mind, and he had silently debated asking it. He wasn't sure if eeally he wanted to know if this man was somehow distantly related to him.
His curiosity had won out, though.
The pair looked puzzled at his sudden interruption, and he amended his speech.
"... The man you arrested."
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Date: 2007-08-11 04:40 am (UTC)He fixed the boy with a keen look.
"You must be one of them."
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Date: 2007-08-11 07:00 am (UTC)"It's true, it's true. They walk among us. Show us your tongue. We need to see if it forks."
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Date: 2007-08-15 10:07 pm (UTC)Apparantly, so had he, as he promptly stuck out his tongue for inspection.
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Date: 2007-08-15 10:19 pm (UTC)"Not bad," he said with a slight smile. "I think we can safely say you're a lizard man."
He frowned, after a moment.
"What was it you wanted to know, Lieutenant?"
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Date: 2007-08-15 11:04 pm (UTC)He was rapidly losing the courage he had mustered up in the first place.
I am such a pathetic specimen of manhood, he thought, irritated that he had been caught in a deer-in-headlights moment.
He cleared his throat. "About that... other Charushkin."
He was faintly uncomfortable by seeming at all interested in knowing anything about... that kind of person, but his name was attached to it. He was... intrigued. Morbidly curious.
It had always only been him and his Ma, and a small part of him wondered if he had any more family further afield, even if it was an unpleasant connection.
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Date: 2007-08-17 05:00 pm (UTC)He paused.
That had been an interesting night, to say the least. To say more would incriminate his own memory of witnessing liberties taken under the badge.
"I don't know much about him, and it wasn't a memorable arrest, really. I do remember that his name was Anton....Antony. Something."
He shrugged.
"It was a long time ago. He was just a night butterfly. There's a million of them flitting around Moscow, turning tricks."
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Date: 2007-08-17 06:01 pm (UTC)Matvei was struggling to process this information.
He was being ridiculous, of course. His shock was unnecessary. Of course it was likely someone shared his father's name in the whole wide world.
And yet...
Matvei's brain clunked into brain, drawing together dates. His father left when he was... five? Six? And his mother hadn't talked about it much, and Matvei hadn't really cared, except when he'd found himself alone.
"... Could you tell me more?" he asked, imploringly. "Whatever you remember."
He shifted, uncomfortably, realising this must have seemed an odd inquiry to make; none of his business.
"... My- I knew an Antony Charushkin."
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Date: 2007-08-17 06:22 pm (UTC)It occurred to him that this boy might have known the man, after all. Perhaps he was a relative.
"I don't remember anything else," he said, evasively. "He wasn't charged. He was exonerated."
He gave Charushkin a meaningful glance.
"You don't need to know any more than that."
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Date: 2007-08-17 06:59 pm (UTC)He didn't really want to say anything, but he was certain that Liadov knew more than he was saying, hoping to dissuade him. How else would he remember a name, the crime, and nothing inbetween?
He weighed the situation up, and found he could live with them knowing. They seemed like the kind who understood secrets.
"... It was my father's name," Matvei explained quietly.
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Date: 2007-08-20 04:38 pm (UTC)He frowned, drumming his fingers dully on the black lab composite.
"Well, there are probably a lot of Antons in Mother Russia, Lieutenant. It's unlikely that-"
He trailed off.
"Trust me," he said, smiling. "It's unlikely."
He tilted his head, angling his gaze down as he toyed with one of Polya's instruments.
"This particular individual...did not have a propensity toward offspring...at least, not toward committing the things in the way from which offsping might occur."
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Date: 2007-08-21 08:01 pm (UTC)But Matvei really didn't. He sensed that Liadov was holding back information, and all he needed was a yes or no. How the fuck was he going to sleep not having his father's name in the clear?
"... So he was younger than me then," Matvei said, sounding his best at presumptious.